I Believe

Dear readers,
Thank you for staying faithful. Hahaha Ok, so it's been a while since I posted. Those that know me might even understand why, those that don't, well....you might want to stay out of the way.

I have decided that I really do have some sort of pheronome that exudes a freak scent. Translation: if you are the least bit freaky you will find me and some how glom onto me. Now this isn't always a bad thing. Certain people at church have informed me that they are freaks, and I really love them(especially one certain one with their really cute smile) and I appreciate that not all freaks are bad.

It is funny though, that the stranger the people around me become the more I feel like I might shatter into a million pieces. OK OK, don't worry I don't need psychiatric help, well maybe I do, I just need to learn how to stay away from people. Not all people just the ones that I think are unusual cuz they tend to become the freakiest. and call you at noon, drunk, and emotional and I still try to understand them.

And what about ex-boyfriends that eat lunch with you every day and start to remind you of how much fun you used to have and wouldn't it be fun to do this or that again????? Yes it would, but I am not gonna do it and he can't make me.

A certain other situation has me kinda wierded out too. I thought I was ok but then someone made a suggestion and I lost it while talking to Kelly on the phone and have tried to avoid the person who tried to suggest it. I know that doesn't make any sense but it does to me and it will to Kelly (since we share a brain, sometimes).

I start my new position at Wal-Mart on monday and am really looking forward to it. I will be working in the office and not out on the sales floor, looking for accounting errors and shrink. I am excited about it. Lots of changes have happened at work this last week, some peeps have been fired, some have been locked up in the office in meetings, and Larry the HR District Manager has been around lately. And all this the week before Blitz day. By the way, nothing real exciting on Blitz this year but it starts at 5 am, and I won't be there. For the first time in almost 9 years.

Well, that is enough for now. I am off to try to find my happy bunny.