10.02.2007
Cracking up
I wrote an awesome post, telling exactly how I feel right now, regarding my life, motherhood and the whole thing. Guess what? I accidentally posted it on our Bible study class blog, so I had to delete it quickly. Didn't want anyone calling Pastor or Trent and crying that I scared them. Wimps. Yes, that is my mood. I am so outta here it isn't funny. If I don't say good-bye, then I am not sorry. There are people in my life that I care deeply for, but I am tired of everything. My kids being the brats that they can be, the animals they insist on having that no one wants to care for, the surprises said animals are now leaving, the working my butt off and never getting anywhere. This isn't life this sucks. I have been given more than I can handle and I can't deal with it. Love ya.
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Hang in there Claire! HUGS!!!
Now listen here!!!! 1st Laurie shuts down her blog, now you are running away!?!? Who in the world shall I vent to???? Who can I run away with? Hang in there sis. I know how you feel, but will not post. maybe you and I can make a date for a vent session. Sounds like we both need it. Love you
I'm not scared of you. Bring it on. Let it out. There's a reason we're all here and maybe that's just to contain you as your body contorts and that green stuff spews out of your mouth. Let it go. Scream it to the cat, cry it to your friends, GIVE IT TO GOD. Whatever you gotta do, get rid of it. This life gives us things that we feel we can't deal with sometimes. Yes, I know that the Christian answer says that there is nothing He will give us that we can't handle, if He brings you to it, He will bring you through it, Blah, Blah, Blah. I know how you feel. But you have to get rid of the feelings that are weighing you down. How? You ask. I don't know. But I know that at the end of the day, we choose to be strong or we choose to be weak. You, my sister, are one of the strongest women I've ever met, and I love you. Hang in there.
Now I am crying. Just great.
Hang in there Claire. I know I've had my "valleys" in recent weeks too. That is why I just give it over to God and let Him handle it.
Ever since moving to Iowa, I have been feeling a bit closer to God and that is good. Just like what Kelly said in her reply; make a "Vent" date, just you two. Go out and chat for a spell, go to a restaurant that you guys may want to experience. Or get away from it all and take a weekend trip, both of you.
Ok, enough rambling.
Get away.
CALGON, TAKE ME AWAY!!!! :D
I agree Buddy, Kelly and I need to run away and pig out on Chinese and laugh and cry and rejuvenate ourselves.
Hey, me too!
One problem guys ... I forgot how to run away. Claire will have to drag me cause I don't remember. All I can recall at this point is Moo Goo Gai Pan, Oh I said it again, I'm beat.
Hmmm I must plan something
Go to Jamaica and sun it up!!!!
Sounds like a plan. I am leaving the kids at home!
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